Zi 28th .

I think it's gone too far now . Ive been feeling empty for long enough. All I want is to be able to forget you. To block you from my thoughts, my dreams, myself. Because I am immensely tired of thinking about you all the time. I'm exhausted of not being able to be with other guys because you're always in the back of my mind which is not even acceptable and quite stupid - I'm not even with you anymore. But surely this has to stop sometime ? I can't stop clinging on this hope forever. The thing is . . I don't know if I want to let go of my hopes.